I don't wanna like you/love you. You're NOTHING special you're not even that hot. You're not smart and you're not interesting at all. You hardly know whats the answer to 2 + 3. You only know how to talk about boring stuff.
What's good about you? You don't even like me back. And I probably bore you because i'm not the retarded sponge that you are. I wish i could be stupid and talk about tv and music, and have the same lame ass conversations like your friends and everyone else does but i can't. I'VE TRIED, and I've tried to look like an average person who cares about the same things than you do, but I can't. I laugh about your stupid videos and pretend I handle the horrible music you listen, but it doesn't seem to work any-fucking-more.
You changed me for someone who broke your heart and hurt you more than I'll ever do, and then for a fucking creep that cheated on you. I don't fucking get it, do I need to treat you bad so you can love me back?
You're weird, unstable and very childish. At least you act like it when I'm around.
I think about you literally the 3/4 of my time if not all day, and I'm sure you don't even think about me once a day.
Maybe if you loved me nothing of this would matter. You know I love you like you are: a drug-addict whore son of a bitch.
Ive changed for you, and I'd do it again.
You know I love you. I've never been disrespectful to you, nor mean; I've always treated you good and paid attention to you and gave you my time. When you have problems I always listen to you, but when I have them you think I'm kidding and don't pay attention to me.
You know I can be with you, if you only give me the chance I would do it and I would never leave you. We could be together if you want. But honestly, all of this scares me. I would take the risk, you know I would. But i can't force you to love me, after all...
