Waiting & Trying

Im alone
watching how they all are gone
waiting for my time to leave
waiting for my time to live
im sitting on my broken heart
i know it will never be fix
but i dont care
im just trying to feel alive
im just trying to feel real
until someone else come
and sit here next to me
just for a while
and then walk away
just like the others did
...just like everyone does...
but ill still here
sitting on my broken soul
trying to dont feel love
trying to dont feel pain
trying to get numb again
trying to be what i am...
...or what i want to be...